It's like mental acid rain, but you’re swimming in a pool of shadows -Hunter S. Thompson
The definitive concession to an existence so effortlessly facile, it nears the realm of the grotesque
-Slavoj Zizek
Amary's Arkestra
Sometimes, it feels like everything around me is just an illusion, a fleeting moment
that could vanish
at any second. It's almost as if I'm caught between waking and dreaming, unable to distinguish between
the two. Reality blurs, and I'm left questioning the very fabric of existence. Is this all a figment of
my imagination, or is there a deeper truth beneath the surface of my perception?
The lines between dream and reality blur, making me question everything I thought I
knew. It's like I'm
on the brink of some great revelation, a hidden layer of reality just waiting to be uncovered. Each moment
feels like a puzzle piece, and I'm trying to fit them together to see the bigger picture. But what if the
pieces never truly fit? What if this quest for understanding is just another part of the illusion?
Each day, I find myself drifting further into this sea of uncertainty, grasping at
fragments of reality,
hoping to find something solid, something real. The faces of people I meet seem familiar yet distant, as
if they are echoes of a forgotten dream. Am I the only one feeling this way? Or are we all trapped in our
own versions of reality, searching for answers to questions we can't even fully articulate?
...Is it all a figment of my imagination, or is there a deeper truth hidden beneath the
surface of what I
perceive?
The more I ponder, the more elusive the truth becomes. It's as if every answer leads to
more questions, and
I'm caught in an endless cycle of doubt and wonder. Maybe, just maybe, the key isn't in finding definitive
answers, but in embracing the mystery, living each moment fully, and accepting that some things are beyond
our understanding. Perhaps, in the end, it's the journey and the questions themselves that give life its
meaning.
cdg ♥
Knives in Black and White: I - IV [1.3]
I.1
[edit].mp3
II.1.mp3
III.2.mp3
III.1.mp3
with
waves.mp3
live one.mp3
IV.1, a.k.a.
frozen fog across the station.mp3
IV.2, a.k.a.
broken dust and broken sand.mp3
IV.2
continued
[unfinished].mp3
Knives in Black and White: V [1.1]
V.1
[edit],
a.k.a. dedicated - I'll never be happy.mp3
V.2,
a.k.a.
times ending.mp3
live
two.mp3
V.3
[edit],
a.k.a. times ending - you'll always be distant.mp3
V.4.mp3
002 002 _aE [2024 02 10 - 2024 03 06]
002 002 |
001 [mastering undone].mp3
002 002 |
002 [unfinished].mp3
002 002 |
003.mp3
002 002 |
004 and 005, a.k.a. Untuning Mist I and Untuning Mist II.mp3
002 002 |
006 [unfinished].mp3
002 002 |
second version 007, a.k.a. 006 cont. [rural background cover].mp3
002 002 |
009 a.k.a. Untuning Mist III [over-produced].mp3
004 004 _untitled [2023 07 04 - 2024 02 20] [v2]
004 004 |
2023 07 04 | 001.mp3
004 004 |
2023 07 04 | 002.mp3
004 004 |
2023 07 04 | 003.mp3
004 004 |
2023 07 04 | 004.mp3
004 004 |
norfolk Mirage | 001 a.k.a. Intro.mp3
004 004 |
norfolk Mirage | 002.mp3
004 004 |
norfolk Mirage | 003 a.k.a. Outro.mp3
004 004 |
005_orig | 001.mp3
004 004 |
Ghostfield | scene 1, part 1.mp3
004 004 |
Ghostfield | scene 1, part 2.mp3
004 004 |
Ghostfield | scene 2.mp3
009 005 music for Radio [v4]
009 001 |
r1 - in absolute darkness - for ST.mp3
cdg - 009
002 | 06072023_2_REMASTER_X, a.k.a. in empty space - for MZ.mp3
009 003 |
Golden Light, a.k.a. [Saturday at 18:35] - for US.mp3
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